It’s been years and I still remember him saying she was prettier than me. It bothered me so much because I knew how much he couldn’t stand her , yet he still saw her as more beautiful then the one he claimed to love. In my head, he confirmed every thought I ever had about me being ugly in that moment . I still look at him sometimes and think he thinks I’m ugly . She has a prettier face but I have a better body because I have an ass. That’s so embarrassing . I thought when someone loved you, you were everything to them and you were the most beautiful girl in the world , to them. I guess I’m just too ugly to be really loved to that point .